23-12 2018 21:31
wrote:
It's Christmas already. Tomorrow is Christmas Eve. I ill be at Terry's house and the kids. Tracey will have her kids over here. The kids are not having a family special. I had to cut down on the gifts I used to do. I had a couple days in the hospital and the bill as pretty high. So, now Half of what they were getting and no more bonds. I have to make a decision because of the that.
We are having a frigid winter I have been having problems with my eyes. I haven't been driving in the dark. Twice I got lost. My glaucoma pressure has gone up. I am on a sterile on because of the preservative in the other med eye drops. I also am on another ne meds for my anxiety and depression. I also was diagnosed over. I am on Zoloft. Tracey said she is on that med too.
I was on something before Zoloft but I wasn't getting better.
Cameron passed his high school credits. He got A's and 'B's and 2 achievements for physicals . He is buff from all that physical training . Looks like Cam changed his mind about living with me. I was looking forward for him living with me. He and I wrote letters about this. I guess his success in school changed his mind . Tracey said he wants to be with his friends in Chelsea. It would have meant I would have someone to help me and keep company with me. I cried a little. I think he felt bad about the change. I said that he has to do what is good for him. Cameron is over 6 feet no and Reece is 5 feet 8. I have been letting my hair grow. I have been curling it...
I lost a friend that I met in church. I don't remember if I mentioned her before. She was my mentor and I became to love her . She was 93 and excellent memory and spiritual and she had moxy. That's what our pastor said about her and she as all that and more. She was well known by many and she helped a lot of people. I miss her very much. After Father Tony left Good Shepherd that was very hurtful He as sent to another parish and we got a new one. He's very different from Father Tony. He is more traditional. He ears a Cossack . Father Tony is more easy going. It's been 4 month now. I can't make up my mind how I feel about him. Maybe in more time. I have 35 homeless matts. The last one as for Fall colors. Mark said the government is shutting down so no check. This is so unfair.not I think about you . I miss you so much. I have changed. I lost my confidence. Just having you with me has made my life without hope. You know that Don't you.
I love you my Poopsey.
23-12 2018 21:31
wrote:
It's Christmas already. Tomorrow is Christmas Eve. I ill be at Terry's house and the kids. Tracey will have her kids over here. The kids are not having a family special. I had to cut down on the gifts I used to do. I had a couple days in the hospital and the bill as pretty high. So, now Half of what they were getting and no more bonds. I have to make a decision because of the that.
We are having a frigid winter I have been having problems with my eyes. I haven't been driving in the dark. Twice I got lost. My glaucoma pressure has gone up. I am on a sterile on because of the preservative in the other med eye drops. I also am on another ne meds for my anxiety and depression. I also was diagnosed over. I am on Zoloft. Tracey said she is on that med too.
I was on something before Zoloft but I wasn't getting better.
Cameron passed his high school credits. He got A's and 'B's and 2 achievements for physicals . He is buff from all that physical training . Looks like Cam changed his mind about living with me. I was looking forward for him living with me. He and I wrote letters about this. I guess his success in school changed his mind . Tracey said he wants to be with his friends in Chelsea. It would have meant I would have someone to help me and keep company with me. I cried a little. I think he felt bad about the change. I said that he has to do what is good for him. Cameron is over 6 feet no and Reece is 5 feet 8. I have been letting my hair grow. I have been curling it...
I lost a friend that I met in church. I don't remember if I mentioned her before. She was my mentor and I became to love her . She was 93 and excellent memory and spiritual and she had moxy. That's what our pastor said about her and she as all that and more. She was well known by many and she helped a lot of people. I miss her very much. After Father Tony left Good Shepherd that was very hurtful He as sent to another parish and we got a new one. He's very different from Father Tony. He is more traditional. He ears a Cossack . Father Tony is more easy going. It's been 4 month now. I can't make up my mind how I feel about him. Maybe in more time. I have 35 homeless matts. The last one as for Fall colors. Mark said the government is shutting down so no check. This is so unfair.not I think about you . I miss you so much. I have changed. I lost my confidence. Just having you with me has made my life without hope. You know that Don't you.
I love you my Poopsey.